Monday, 3 April 2017

An incomplete Love Letter.

Probably the very first love letter of my life, and it goes like this...
I don't know what all I will write, you will like it or not but could assure every bit of it would be true and I mean every single bit of it.
To be true I exactly don't know the date or time when I fell for you. It all started from asking "are you on whats app", and we are here now. From the day of our first introduction to the late night talks. The late night talks over numerous topics when we poured our hearts out. My dreams, my fears, my mistakes, my random thoughts, you listened to all of these without judging me.
I still remember our first meeting, Sector 14's market it was!! I was mesmerized by the way you blushed when we met. Your eyes glistened when you spoke. My heart skipped a beat and the nerves got tangled when I saw you. A finger brushing across my cheek, like wind, your laughter is like a resting sound in my eardrum.
The way you held my elbow at the juice shop and your lovely glare and my heart beats on the music of your laughter. When I see into your eyes, all I could see is purity and truthfulness.
Seems we have gone a long way, sitting just next to each other to the time sitting far off, craving to have your glimpse. Looking at each other as if we will sink in each other.
There are few people with whom I am open , free. I have less friends, I am an introvert but once I am open with someone, I am weird.

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We are no more together.


Wednesday, 16 November 2016

Heart Break

And this is all which broke his heart and made his life worse than ever!!!




Late at night at 1, had to gather a lot of courage to say that last "i  do", not fighting over it that how things could end this way. Its been a couple of weeks still not able to settle the thoughts.

This is what is LIFE!!

Friday, 29 July 2016

I am A liar.

Yes you read it right I am a bloody liar. Every time I lie that I am fine.
Yes dad when you ask how I am doing, shamelessly I lie that im fine but I'm not.
I feel broken, being a failure. I wish i could have made you proud.
I barely earn few bucks, sufficient enough which is required to be alive.
Wish I could do much better, living in hope that some day things would be fine, would be able to make you happy, have a settled life.
Dad, this world is shit, a serious shit, people are selfish. You have always taught me to be honest and true but I dont think this world can be conquered by these two qualities.
Like you I also don't want to be here. I need someone near me, someone from my family, there is so much negativity here.
Life is much similar to a robot. It is monotonus and boring.

I just hope things will go well sooner or later, convincing myself that its just a bad phase.

Saturday, 4 June 2016

Grief!!

All the words you said, the promises,
the moments we had together.
I still have its flashes.
The way you used to smile,
the way you to look into my eyes,
may be this is reason that I can't sleep at night.
Now the time has changed,
may be its my fault,
I should't have told you how much I love.
dont know why you shoved.


And I am left alone here.

Tuesday, 24 May 2016

Good Bye!! A Nano Tale

With a heavy back pack on his back he was heading towards the railway station. Was leaving the city forever, to start a new life, a new journey.
 In the back of his head he was still thinking about her, wanted to meet the very last time with her. Same as they met last time, eyes met and then went looked away and it happened with the exact same frequency as if everything is planned and synchronized.
Though he had informed her about leaving last night.

He: hi, wanna meet you.
She: Im out of town today. Would be back tomorrow evening.
He: Will you be able to meet.
She: will seee.

Complete hush!!

She never understood how much he loved her. He punches hard on the wall and sleeps in pain.

With all these memories in his mind he reaches a shop near the station. Lit a cigarette, one and only thing that loves him a lot, unconditionally.


Reached to the train in a rush, still expecting her there. Looking at every next face with so much expectations. The train blows horn Woooooooooo Wooooooooooo.
A million thoughts were hovering his mind. Gradually the train stared moving so did the tears from his eyes.




PS-I know im not that good at writing, feedback is welcome.
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Wednesday, 19 June 2013

Random again..;)


What do u do when you undergo an overflow of emotions, 
either be it of any type, joy or remorse. 
Pen down thoughts, the best thing i can do in this state, 
it makes me feel so better, 
it surely reduces the cyclonic activities at the back of my mind.
Sometimes, I have to just let the storm destroy me. Sometimes, I have just stood numb.
People ask me "How do you write such wierd stuffs, do u get much time to do these sort of things."
The only thing i could say that let it be wierd, the time they spend flirting and gossiping with girls or boys,
I utilise it for writing so called "wierd" stuffs!
Xams khatam.. Finaly year me entry,
still there lies no "exam over hurray" sort of feeling..!!
Whatever may be the reason.. 
I'll certainly not stop writing these stuffs.

Here's another one...:D 

If u soche sad sad, khud ko samjhe mad mad!

jigar if u ever had, make ua drawing in autocad!
Ye dunia ye deewar, tu q rhta beqarar,
sab k sab bekaar,
like a sh!tty nano minicar. .
Up n down wide ride. . .
janta kare genocide,
instead evry1 has right,
raise yo voice karlo fight. .
Every Sea has its shore,
sabka talent lies in earth's core!
Emerging guys making roar,
greeders demanding more n more!!




PS- a post after a long time..:) :)


Sunday, 24 March 2013

Happy Birthday buddy....


Often they write about girls on their blogs, but this post is exclusively for u man...

U are one of most genuine person i had been with, 
Right from the very 1st day u came to Bal Bharati, I guess we became friends that very day.
you are kind of a genius guy, and i knoe u gonna do sumthing big.
Cool, calm and composed are the words that can well describe youh..
You have solution to many of my problems,
its fun to hav a discussion with you,

FRiEND in different languages..
Iranian - DOST
German - FREUND
Herbew - CHAVER
French - AMi
Pinoy - KAiBiGAN
Dutch - VREND
Mexican - AMiGO
For me... Mera yaar..;) buddy...:D

Lo Saa'b inni saari bakar me wish karna toh reh he gaya..:D
Wish you a very Happiiee Birthday, keep excelling in your life,
Best wishes to you..
I am not too good at poetry still few lines
For you mere bhai..

I just want to say,
Happy Birthday To you
my dear, dear friend 
                   you have been there for me
                                                              and our friendship will never end..


chalo thodi bhot rhyming wali lines bana hee li...:D :p

P.s- bhot kuch likha ja sakta tha, due to lack of time had to make it short.