Heart Break

And this is all which broke his heart and made his life worse than ever!!!

Late at night at 1, had to gather a lot of courage to say that last "i  do", not fighting over it that how things could end this way. Its been a couple of weeks still not able to settle the thoughts.

This is what is LIFE!!

I am A liar.

Yes you read it right I am a bloody liar. Every time I lie that I am fine.
Yes dad when you ask how I am doing, shamelessly I lie that im fine but I'm not.
I feel broken, being a failure. I wish i could have made you proud.
I barely earn few bucks, sufficient enough which is required to be alive.
Wish I could do much better, living in hope that some day things would be fine, would be able to make you happy, have a settled life.
Dad, this world is shit, a serious shit, people are selfish. You have always taught me to be honest and true but I dont think this world can be conquered by these two qualities.
Like you I also don't want to be here. I need someone near me, someone from my family, there is so much negativity here.
Life is much similar to a robot. It is monotonus and boring.

I just hope things will go well sooner or later, convincing myself that its just a bad phase.

Grief!!

All the words you said, the promises,
the moments we had together.
I still have its flashes.
The way you used to smile,
the way you to look into my eyes,
may be this is reason that I can't sleep at night.
Now the time has changed,
may be its my fault,
I should't have told you how much I love.
dont know why you shoved.


And I am left alone here.

Good Bye!! A Nano Tale

With a heavy back pack on his back he was heading towards the railway station. Was leaving the city forever, to start a new life, a new journey.
 In the back of his head he was still thinking about her, wanted to meet the very last time with her. Same as they met last time, eyes met and then went looked away and it happened with the exact same frequency as if everything is planned and synchronized.
Though he had informed her about leaving last night.

He: hi, wanna meet you.
She: Im out of town today. Would be back tomorrow evening.
He: Will you be able to meet.
She: will seee.

Complete hush!!

She never understood how much he loved her. He punches hard on the wall and sleeps in pain.

With all these memories in his mind he reaches a shop near the station. Lit a cigarette, one and only thing that loves him a lot, unconditionally.


Reached to the train in a rush, still expecting her there. Looking at every next face with so much expectations. The train blows horn Woooooooooo Wooooooooooo.
A million thoughts were hovering his mind. Gradually the train stared moving so did the tears from his eyes.

PS-I know im not that good at writing, feedback is welcome.
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